Thursday, November 13, 2008

"The Valley of Vision"

This book was introduced to me while at our church in D.C.  It really has aided me in my prayer life.  It's a collection of Puritan prayers and devotions.  Here is one of the prayers:


Need of Grace

O Lord,
Thou knowest my great unfitness for service,
my present deadness, 
my inability to do anything for thy glory, 
my distressing coldness of heart.
I am weak, ignorant, unprofitable, 
and loathe and abhor myself. 
I am at a loss to know what thou wouldest have me do, 
for I feel amazingly deserted by thee, 
and sense they presence so little; 
Thou makes me possess the sins of my youth, 
and the dreadful sin of my nature, 
so that I feel all sin, 
I cannot think or act but every motion is sin.
Return again with showers of converting grace
to a poor gospel-abusing sinner. 
Help my soul to breathe after holiness, 
after a constant devotedness to thee, 
after growth in grace more abundantly every day. 
O Lord, I am lost in the pursuit of this blessedness, 
And am ready to sink because I fall short of my desire; 
Help me to hold out a little longer, 
until the happy hour of deliverance comes, 
for I cannot lift my soul to thee
if thou of they goodness bring me not night. 
Help me to hold out a little longer, 
until the happy hour of deliverance comes, 
for I cannot lift my soul to thee
if thou of they goodness bring me not nigh. 
Help me to be diffident, watchful, tender, 
lest I offend my blessed friend
in though and behaviour; 
I confide in thee and lean upon thee, 
and need thee at all times to assist and lead me. 
O that all my distresses and apprehensions
might prove but Christ's school 
to make me fit for greater service
by teaching me the great lesson of humility. 

Birthday cake pictures



Silas' 1st Birthday!!






Silas had a great First Birthday.  His grandparents from VA drove up for the weekend and he got lots of new toys.  Here are a few pictures of the big day and our weekend.